Napalm Riot

One of my friends just told me that we only have 47 days of school left. They're all happy and excited and want break to come, but I only look upon that day with pure loathing. I have no problem with school ending, or the loads of free time. I like that part. The one damning factor is that my girlfriend will likely be moving even farther away then before. She already lives 45 min away, but she be more like 2 hours away. I don't get to see he much as it is since its 45 min both ways twice to do something with her, and you make that 45 min into 2 hours, it won't matter how much I love her, I likely will never actually SEE her again. We've gone nearly 6 months with only a few times where I see her a month, but I still talk to her every day via phone calls. Even so, take those few times away and I don't know how long she would hold on. I'm in this for good. Don't know if it's exactly healthy to be 16 and be that obsessed with a girl, but healthy or not that's the way it is. Only way it's ending is if she calls it off. When I got into this I intended to be with her till I at least graduated, and by then I'd have a car so I could still see her frequently during college. I've got my whole heart and soul into this and I'm not backing down. I've fought through my parents, her parents, her moving away, her being away for months at a time, court with her dad, and 7 other kinds of hell to be with her, but I will not let go. She's been with me through a lot as well. She was there when my best friend almost went to jail, she was there when my uncle died, she was there on my birthday, she was even there for Christmas instead of spending it with her family, she spent it with mine. Even so, even with all we've been through, if she moves another hour 15min away, even my level of devotion will not sustain it. I really hate the summer.