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Fucked up Febuary


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Ok, to start this one off I'd like to note that this past week or two have been interesting to say the least.
Lets start with the good news. I got to see my Girlfriend twice ( which is more than the last like 2 months combined) and I got a job working for my Uncle and my dad ( tax-free, W00T!) doing Plumbing and Electric. I get 10 bucks an hour(again, W00T!) So ya that's the good news.
The Bad news kind of over shadows everything. My Uncle Michal just died. He died 20 min before valentine's day so obviously my V-day was shot. My Uncle, though we didn't have a really strong relationship, and by that I mean we didn't really do much together, but he was a big big influence in my life. He's a programmer and as a kid I Idolized him and wanted to BE him. Everyone came to him for help, he had like EVERY games console ever and every game. What I learned as I got older is he was also single, rarely left his house, and refused to ever go to the doctors for any reason( he thought he had a small heart attack once and even then refused to go.) and the like. Even so he was the one who got me into the whole programming area. He was also the only one at Christmas who gave me what I had asked for. It was usuly something big. I got my DS from him at least 20 games and Rock band and Guitar hero 3( the last 2 were this year and he got me BOTH!) and that just what I Remember off the top of my head. He also was the only relative that kept in good contact with my mom so she's not exactly taking it well. He was the uncle on my mom's side if I haven't said that already. The funeral's Tuesday so that will be eventful.
Also I'd like to throw out that as an added bonus to the bullshit of the month, I just learned my best friend has been expelled from school.
That topped with the fact that my Girlfriend lives like an hour away, and all the things mentioned in the last post I made make this month likely the most chaotic and stressful month of my short life so far.
What's worse is I'm positive it's only going to get worse from here.

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    ɤTriggerRhapsody

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    I'm sorry for your loss, I'll be praying for you
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    02.17.08 12:12 am
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    ɤmonchee

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    Ohh sorry to hear, RIP for your uncle! :(

    Your things will be solved soon, don't worry.. think of the positive things like the job you have. Or the beloved gf you have. Not the best period for you as i was reading but keep it up, hon!! *hugz*
    02.17.08 6:59 pm
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    ӝNirach

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    Damn.

    This really hasn't been your month. I mean really. That all sucks a massive, bastard sized, ass.

    The only thin I can say, really, is go talk to your mum. I'm sure she has some stories about him, and I bet she'd appreciate the company. Sound stupid, I know, because you're probably already doing that >.>
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    02.17.08 9:58 pm
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    ʊIrishancest

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    I'm really sorry to hear that. I hope the rest of your month goes better, and if not, march is only a couple weeks away
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    02.18.08 1:11 am
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    ӝspot

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    Hey man, I'm really sorry to hear about your uncle and everything else. Stuff like this really sucks. If there is anything we can do, please let us know!

    *hugs*
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    02.24.08 4:48 pm
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    ӝAmras

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    Hey dude. I'm really sorry to hear this news. I've had a very similar experience with an idolized relative dying, so I know what you're goin' through. Just keep your chin up, holmes. Things will turn around. In the mean time lemme know if I can do anything to help you out.
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    02.24.08 5:37 pm
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    ɤOptimus

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    Hey man. I'm sorry for your loss as well. I know the whole death all to well, as I'm sure many people on the Riot do. When I was 10, my mother died in a car accident. On Mother's Day. Thank God she got my card the day before. When I was a senior in high school, I had 3 good friends die at 3 different times. Too many funerals for a 17 year old to have to sit through. All I can is that times heals all wounds, man. It really does.

    As for the girlfriend, all I can say is, you gotta do what you gotta do. You're young, man. This doesn't have to be the one and I know the pain well. Hell, my girlfriend is right near right now and it's great, but starting in the summer and all next year, we could be as far away as 12 hours. One hour isn't bad at all, just make the time you can for her, but make sure she's doing the same for you. Try not to pile everything on to yourself if you don't have to.

    Things will get better, whether it be in your benefit time-wise or not, they will. The trick is to start every day fresh and try not to get bogged down in those things that will slow you down. Good luck, dude.

    P.S. Your uncle is the man. I've never had a relative get me kick ass games like that, except my dad back he was "Santa".
    02.24.08 6:11 pm
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    ӝmoeffju

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    Wow, that... sucks. Sorry to hear. The only consolation I can offer, and I know it's little, is that time is a healer. Don't let stuff drag you down. :/
    02.24.08 6:27 pm
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    ѻzionwingmaster

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    Thx guys, but for now I've kind of lost all will to "code" anything. He was a major advantage to have around.
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    02.27.08 1:00 am